My Flu Bug, Her Chemo

I have been having flu for the last 10 days!! I will get a little better and then it will come back with another wham! FUCK THE FUCKING FLU BUG!!

I am desperate to be well, coz I just have so much to do. Work is piling up because I have taken 3 and a half day MCs this month! And there are just so much more waiting for me in July. Workshop, Meetings in K.L., PR Event, Trainings… blah.. blah.. blah.. Arrrghhh!!… Makes me just want to drop everything and hide in my closet forever!!

And the biggest part of the reason for me to be well, is my mom. She is starting her first chemotherapy on the coming Monday. I had taken leave and had offered her my companion. I don’t want to infect her with my flu virus on that day. So I better be fit as a fiddle by tomorrow.

Since I was sick, I had been resting and reading this very thick book. It has the information that I needed about breast cancer and its treatment. It has given me some hope to know that even terminal breast cancer can be treated as a chronic illness and patients do survive for more than a couple of years. And chemo, though is lethal, has been very successful in control cancer. I just hope that my mom is prepared to face it positively.

Lastly, I thank everyone who shared your concerns and kindness. Don’t worry, I am dealing with it well… up until now.

A sudden piece of bad news

Earlier of the month, my mom told me she felt a lump in her breast. She made an appointment to see a doctor in Mount E. The doctor said it is most likely to be cancerous. I urged her to seek for a second opinion before the surgery.

She went to KK and the doctor in KK advised her to do a detail check of other organs to make sure that the cancer is not invasive before operating to remove her cancer-affected breast.

The report is out. The cancer had spread to her lungs. She is in her 4th stage.

I refuse to cry, I refuse to believe that it is terminal.

I want her to fight.

But I am not sure… will this is the best for her?

His perfect bimbo

My Mr Hubby always believe his wife (which is me) is a perfect example of a bimbo. All boobs and no brains!! Just because I am lousy with numbers and has terrible memory doesn’t means I don’t have my forte.

But after I created 2 very powerful presentation slides for him and helped out to facilitate a business discussion with his partners; his original perception of me changed.

Last night, before we went to bed, he told me he was proud of me! I almost couldn’t believe my ears! He had finally recognized that I have some talent afterall. LOL!!

Instead of being very ‘yaya’, I said to him,"Hehe… but you know what? I will always be YOUR bimbo."

He replied with a sense of satisfaction,"Yes, I know. You are my bimbo and ONLY FOR ME alone."

Husbands… they are so easy to please at times. *snigger

Singaporean wife really that lousy meh?

"They are divorcing; her husband has other woman."

"Some ‘China Woman’ working in a night club!"

With Singaporean government’s arm wide open to welcome "foreign talents" to work in our tiny island, thousands of young, nubile chinese women flood our community, to escape the poverty from their hometown in mainland China.

Although most of them are here, working a decent job, earning an honest living; many exchanged their souls for quick bucks, working in the sex trade. These aggressive individuals hold unprecedented record for their success in wreaking marriages of the Singaporeans.

They have evolved; they no longer prey on older and senseless retirees, where they had good track record of winning. They have shifted their strategies and diverted their focus onto younger men. Men in their 30s or 40s, those with pent-up frustrations from work, stress of unstable marriages and those who wanted an escape from the pressure of being a husband &/or father, are most vulnerable to the seduction of these younger, prettier opposite sex from China, who blind them with temporary pleasures.

I wanted to know, is it really that good fucking a China whore?

I asked my maid, "Why they so good at snatching people’s husbands huh?"

She answered, "Because it’s their job. Like I need to be good in my job or else I will be sent back. And Philippines no job."

What a clever answer!!

How can the Singaporean wives ever match up? Have you ever look upon your husband as a boss? And serve him so bloody well like you are dependent on him in order to live? I don’t suppose so, especially most Singaporean wives work and are often self-sufficient.

As a working wife or mother, we demand for equality, we demand that husbands respect us, to share the household chores, we shout at them when they don’t. We are not afraid to give them a piece of our mind, we chided, we snarled. When our husbands want sex, we say,"wah lau eh, not tonight lah!"

And if you think that’s not our fucking problem, the fault lies only with the lustful men; then we cannot blame those China sluts who chuckled away on their phone, as they spoke about how lousy we are, to their fellow sisters in China.

"来这多好呀! 男人又蠢. 他们的太太又太没用.我呀三两下就把他把到手了!"

Finally I can...

5 months & 24 days after giving birth to my baby; and lots of hard work, starvation, pain & sweat later…

I CAN FINALLY PULL UP THE ZIPPER OF MY BLOODY PAIR OF JEANS!!!

I am finally back, from FAT to FAB!! Chio bu rules!!

Although it’s still 2kg away from my ideal weight, at least I can wear lots of my pre-natal clothes already.

You know how my dear Mr Hubby react to my weight-loss?

Here was our conversation.

Me: "Dear, see, I can finally wear my fav jeans!"
Mr Hubby: "Hmm… not tight meh??"
Me: "It’s not lor!!" *roll eyes
Me: "You never encourage me one." *pout
Mr Hubby: "Erm….." *silent


Don’t expect him to give me any compliment, he just won’t lor!