I know this is life; filled with ups and downs. But at times I would allow myself to be sucked into a negative spiral and sink deep into a ugly mess of self-induced misery.
While I was submerged in the waist-deep shit of own sorrow, I attended 3.5 day of training on 7 Habits of the Highly Effective People. It was a refreshing change for me, for once, I became the trainee, not the trainer.
Having already read the book, I went to the training, not expecting to know anything new, but what awaits me was a big surprise.
At the end of the training, I realized I seriously suck BIG TIME at being emphatic, I have poor listening skill and I almost ALWAYS forming perceptions and judgement despite trying very hard to stay unbiased. The whole paradigm shift thing whacked me with a bang.
It dawns upon me that I am so WRONG to think that I was right all along.
I wanted to go apologize, to undone the mistakes I had made onto him, her, to myself and maybe even you, who is reading this now....
But give me time, I need to gather myself together once more. Well, at least, you got to allow me to climb out of this abyss before I can get there.
Alright.. alright.. I am getting my butt moving already!